Lucky me for being accepted by V through DSA last year but with my result… I think I am half lucky and half not. My family comments about me being able to fit in and cope with studies just freaks me out. I am really scared, afraid of what’s ahead of me. The more they say, the more it  freaks me out… its tiring to put on a confident look in front of them while the heart and mind just feel more afraid of lives ahead each day. I am scared and afraid… if only there’s anyone who would understand how I feel and face the unknown with me. I dont need anyone to tell me how lucky I am, it just sucks because no one understand how unlucky I could be…
that’s just my life…

Friday was a screwed up day
Saturday was good because Hubby spend the night with me at my house!
Sunday.Today… i am thinking of valentines and Hubby’s birthday
Monday :~ Finally!! I just want to get done and over with my results
Tuesday I am seeing besties for sure!

I really hope that I will get below 20points or else… I really dont know what else I would be doing…
Sadly whatever is done. is done. I am never the mugger type or probably I just dont push myself to the maximum potential when  it comes to studies. Just wish that I can really get into Vjc and I will work hard from there, for what I want after A’s. Oooh… I saw Vjc senior’s math work- integeration- and I realised how F* up I would be when school reopens… I cant remember any of my work or any formula…

Taken during Iceskating with wushumates!:)
Just at the thought of wushu, I received a call from MrsPong about my letter from wz this evening. At first I was in a dilemma but after seeing the trial date, I guess the answer was already there long ago…:P anyway, since I have decided to take a step back from wushu, its a better idea for me to give that trial a miss. Actually on my way to school something else struck me, am an unfriendly person?… well… doesnt matter since all along I was never popular with the juniors Nevermind… just my character part that worries me
OOoh I am going for kayaking course soon!!
now just has to persuade hanqing so that we’ll have enough people for it!!

 RESULT IS OUT ON MONDAY!!

 Our last breakfast at Korea’ 09 <33

It has been 5days of 2010, life hasn’t change for me since I am still having holiday Cant wait to get done and over with the O’s result so I could finally stop praying
2010 will definitely be a great year for me because I celebrated its arrival with my most beloved HUBBY!!
Finally met with wushu best friends yesterday and I am going to meet up with my primary6 classmates soon… so exciting as I havent seen most of them for 4years… 
Anyway life to me is always good since the day I am attached to this wonderful sweetheart Most importantly, both our families are happy that we’re together. Even so, I know that there’s still much to learn and understand about each other. How far we will go depends on how far we want to go. I love you, Navyboy! not forgetting, ThankYou for always being there for me through everything and not giving up in us easily <33 sweetsweet love

i dont know…
going to be busy for the next four days…

My plan to work for this holiday is basically g.o.n.e Instead I am going to spend at least one day of every week training with V. My entire body is aching badly now… but I still have training at 2.30pm later I really pray that my Os result will be good so that I will really enter V Next tues I am flying off with Hubby!!!! I miss him a lot… hope he get his work done quickly so I can cuddle in his arms at ease. Time to rest before I drain off all my energy later.

i need to do my… no time to update

I AM CHANGING PHONE!!
probably after my trip with hubby!!!
the two men thats love me the most! DAD and HUBBY!!!!!
miss you v v v v v v much panda

I WISH I CAN CUDDLE IN YOUR ARMS NOW!! I WANT TO JOIN NAVY!!!
SOMEONE HELP ME SNEAK INTO THE NAVY BASE SO I CAN RUN INTO CHENG’S ARMS!!